February 8, 2009

This is how my brain feels

I wish the days wouldn't run so quickly. I wish there weren't so many things to process and interpret and understand. But while time's quicksilver quality leaves me grasping for things that slip from my fingers and feeling doubtful, bewildered, and pensive, it also brings my recess week closer. When the end of February arrives, I will be free, for a time.


Bach's Prelude & Fugue #2 In C Minor (from The Well-Tempered Clavier, Book 1), by Sviatoslav Richter


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La Recoleta Cemetery, Buenos Aires. December 2008.

"The End and the Beginning"

After every war
someone has to tidy up.
Things won't pick
themselves up, after all.

Someone has to shove
the rubble to the roadsides
so the carts loaded with corpses
can get by.

Someone has to trudge
through sludge and ashes,
through the sofa springs,
the shards of glass,
the bloody rags.

Someone has to lug the post
to prop the wall,
someone has to glaze the window,
set the door in its frame.

No sound bites, no photo opportunities,
and it takes years.
All the cameras have gone
to other wars.

The bridges need to be rebuilt,
the railroad stations, too.
Shirtsleeves will be rolled
to shreds.

Someone, broom in hand,
still remembers how it was.
Someone else listens, nodding
his unshattered head.

But others are bound to be bustling nearby
who'll find all that
a little boring.

From time to time someone still must
dig up a rusted argument
from underneath a bush
and haul it off to the dump.

Those who knew
what this was all about
must make way for those
who know little.
And less than that.
And at last nothing less than nothing.

Someone has to lie there
in the grass that covers up
the causes and effects
with a cornstalk in his teeth,
gawking at clouds.

~ by Wislawa Szymborska (translated by Stanislaw Baranczak and Clare Cavanagh)

Posted by Monoceros at February 8, 2009 9:15 PM
Comments

awww... i miss playing BACH! and i know what it feels to being in such a mental flurry... if it is any consolation... i am also feeling the same! =S

big hugs. =)

Posted by: tiggie at February 11, 2009 3:12 PM

that is strangely enough, the only prelude and fugue that i can play (i.e. i usually only play the preludes, haha), 'cos this was my exam piece many moons ago!!!

Posted by: a l at February 11, 2009 6:42 PM

a l, you can play this? Wow. Which grade was this piece for?

tiggie, I hope your mental flurry is receding. Chat soon!

Posted by: monoceros at February 13, 2009 12:05 PM

this was my grade 8 piece actually. =)

Posted by: a l at February 20, 2009 8:28 AM

What a beautiful piece for a grade 8 exam. I can't even remember what I played for mine!

Posted by: monoceros at February 23, 2009 1:42 PM
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